Who determines our fate?
Is it God?
Why are some of us picked to live lavish lives and others are picked to be homeless, diseased, constantly struggling, or receive constant heartache?
I look at these people like the kardashians, ellen, or donald trump they seem to not want or need for anything. I wonder what it is like to be able to pay a bill without worry or buy a piece of clothing without feeling guilty you are taking something away from your family, because in the end you know you will take it bake anyway if you buy it. I wonder what it's like to be happy, although we don't know what goes on behind their closed doors I bet the conversation in their home is much different than mine.
The real hero's aren't the people you see on T.V. they are the ordinary every day people who are struggling to survive with whatever problems are issues in their lives that day and yet they still greet you with a smile, treat you as if you were family and give to you even though they know they can't afford to. The hero's are the people that against all odds are still here. We need to remember this when we start taking things for granted.
The key is to not change much in your life but to help others better theirs.
I wonder stometimes if only poor people say things like that or stay positive or that everything is going to be alright even though you know its not and if we have to do because we have no choose, its the only way we can get through things without truning to drugs or alcohol or death.
(Hey maybe thats why there are only liquor stores in poor neighborhoods. LOL)
Is it bad that sometimes I wish I was dealt a different life? Because I am so tired of fighting for the one I have but I guess it is what it is and for now I am going to keep on truckin with a smile upon my face.
So I leave telling you this, you can strip me of everything but you can't take my faith and love.
