I am constantly battling good and evil. I am trying soooo hard to be happy and I am constantly telling myself that no matter what happens there is a reason for it, try to L.I.G., and put it in the Lords hands. But I am walking on a thin rope, any wrong move and I will plummet to my death. (That’s what it feels like anyway)
My daughter turns nine on the 27th and I have noooooo money so I am going to get creative and have about 4-5 girls spend the night and we are going to through an old fashion slumber party, you know the kind of slumber party they use to through. Doing nails, hair, facials, some good old fashion girlie movies, popcorn, dancing, slumber bags, and some ghost stories, should be interesting. I found when it comes to kids, fun is fun, and as long as they get to spend time with you they tend to forget how much they didn't get.
I am truly blessed and I have to keep reminding myself of this on a daily basis. I know that I am truly loved even though it seems that I am not even thought about at all. I am my own support system, my own cheering section, and my own inspiration. For now, I'm okay, but tomorrow is a different day with new problems.
So, Lord for today thank you and for tomorrow I will be a better me.
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