Tuesday, April 19, 2011

A wonderful horrible day


I am writing really quickly before my handsome boy demands his noon feeding. I bought him a shirt that says, "No one sleeps till I Eat!" Which is sooooo true. He is truely a joy, though a bit fusser than I rememer my girls being, but that was also six years ago. I am wondering if the older you get the more patients you lose! If Anybody has an asnwer to that one please share?

So the newest update on this thing that haunts me called a Tarlov Cyst.

Opps one second I here my name being called, MAMA!

Okay I am back.

So I am at statue of limitation with workers comp. which mean thye send you back to the DD Designated Doctor and he does a finale evaluation and give you an impairment rating. Only my doctor decided to say that I all better and I can go back to work. No pay no medical. UNBELEIVABLE!!!!!!!! They have done absolutly nothing to resolve my issues and I am in much more pain than I have ever been. I hurt so bad and yet nobody believes me or even wants to help me.

They want me to go to work but I am barely surviving doing my motherly duties. I can't hold my son for too long, bathing him is a big challenge, and feeding are unique. We have to get creative sometimes when we are doing our daily acyivities; for intense right now I am typeing with one hand, Amaree is in the other, everyone say hi!!! lol. The biggest helper that we bought him is this thing called a Bumbo which is a chair that even small babies can sit in and it is wonderful (not a sales pitch I swear). He uses it alot but I am kind of torn becuase I want to hold my baby more than I do.  Gosh I hate this disease!!!

So now I am going to start selling Avon and Tiny Tillia to supplement my income. I'll let you know how that turns out. www.avon.com/amaha www.tinytillia.com select Anne Maha as your rep.

I guess I have to remember that things could be worse off than they are and be thankful for what I have.

 God Bless Us All.

No comments:

Post a Comment