I know I have been gone for quite some time but I have now had my beautiful little baby boy Amaree Katrial Johnson, born December 28, 2010. I has been a hard few months let me tell you.
At the end of the pregnancy, on top of pregnancy aches and pains, I had extra pain. My legs felt like someone was constantly squeezing them and pulling them . My hips felt like they were being ripped apart. I started contracting at 7 months which put my pain at an unbearable rate. I begged my doctor to let me deliver, but the damn holidays got in the way of my delivery. He finally approved me to go in 3 days after Christmas @ 6 am. When I got to the delivery area I learned that there is going to be a wait because their were so many deliveries. I ended up waiting in the waiting room for an extra five hours which had put my pain on overload.
They finally called me back @ 10:30 and I was relieved. I got an epidural right away because I was already at a four and my deliveries usually go fast by 2 pm I was ready and it was a pain i would never forget. I have had 3 other children besides this one and the epidural did nothing for the pain during the peak.
We are now at home and just trying to get him to sleep threw out the night. I haven't slept for more than 3 hours in about a year. I am soooooooo tired. I think my God is a comedian and that I am his ongoing joke. But as I lay down next to my beautiful little boy and he looks at me and smiles it is all worth it.
I LOVE MY CHILDREN, THEY ARE MY WORLD!!!
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